celebrate, always.

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I used to say, ill celebrate when I have something to celebrate.

I was in such a dark place of unknown, (transitioning from quitting my job + afraid to start box + flow, for fear that everyone was watching + judging. but really I was just judging myself) that I couldn’t even find reason to have fun.

Oh boy has that changed.

Judgement or not, we’re 14 months in, thriving + I’m celebrating everyday. Forgiving for the bad and acknowledging the good – finding celebration if only in a bout of laughter or a really good beer. #livyoung

Am I where I want to be? No way. I’m just starting. And this is going to be an uphill battle for sure, but im not afraid. #workhard

We live in transition… it’s called life, which is why it is not always about the change, but how you handle it: the sweet + the sour. You choose to flow or to fight but anything dealt with resistance will resist. If you choose to #flowthruthefight – to find the ease in change, the transition can be smooth – it can be easy.

3 years ago I spent new years at Del Posto with a boyfriend I ferociously hated but sought his affection so hard I sold my soul for 11 months trying to win his. Del Posto was dark + I was wasted. We got in a battle, made all of our friends terribly uncomfortable, I fell down the stairs + we broke up the next day.

“The secret to having it all is knowing you already do.”

Bingo.

For me, the one thing missing is love. And in all of these transitions + learning to love myself, I know that finding love will be easy.

Heart open, head high, (+ fists up in seconds,) -- ready for anything.

2017, im grateful

2018, im ready.

We #flowthruthefight